For some reason I’m frustrated again. Maybe this is a bad sign. It’s such a nice day and here I am infront of the computer with loads of packing to do. I feel so scatterbrained. Like I’m not prepared and missing so much I need to do for class. I can’t remember what it’s like to relax - I think thats my problem.

Really I don’t want to go into my problems now but I need to remind myself I AM NOT A

MOM

I’m going to shower and drive around cuz I hate wasting beautiful days.

Wow, I haven’t blogged in what seems like foreve.r…

It’s moving time again. We found a cute little “bungalo” down in the middle of everything in Sarasota so I’m hoping this will be a good change.  It’s an older house, built in the 1920’s. Pretty small but it’s completely redone. Hardwood floors, brand new kitchen, appliances, 3 bedrooms. No lanai :[ Not thay I’ll miss it too much but I know the kitties will. Walking distance to EVERYTHING downtown. 3 miles to Siesta Key, I could bike there.

(Please no one plan on stalking me)

5 minutes to school… ;] fuck you state road 70.

We move in Tuesday. I can’t wait to make it all ours although I have a serious lack of motivation at the moment. I feel like anxious shit. My tummy is weird, nervous? Like I know something is wrong. Like I’m waiting on something or being rushed. I can’t pack to save my life.

So I’ve been sitting here in the cloud of kitty funk, playing.

You guys should take a look, maybe comment. Makes me feel like I’m not wasting all my time dicking around with photos.

I need a vacation. Pooks leaves for Ecuador and it’s making me insanely jealous. When I visit we are hiking Machu Picchu fosho. ;]

How Drunk Racist Rednecks Feel About Obama

This was actually John McCain’s first choice for VP before Sarah Palin, but he decided to go with beauty of brains.

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I wrote this email to my mom tonight cuz she keeps nagging me about who and why I am voting for. I am a bit tipsy and a lot tired. Ignore the errors and if I offend then I suppose I offend. But fuck, am I wrong??

I saw that video you sent me about the campaign and i thought i should let you in on a little secret. you see im not sure if you realized that even though you may be against homosexual marriage it is important to make this country a “free” and “equal” one. well mccain’s vice pres is anti abortion even if RAPE AND/OR INCEST is involved. So i guess if i were raped you would be ok with my mothering a child which would give me years of thearpy bills because i’d feel obligated to be a mother to some piece of shits rape.
sorry i got off track, back to the homos. reguardless if it is wrong or right, it shound be a choice, made by 2 people in love. well she believes that jesus christ will make all homos suddenly become not homo. so there is another ban on gay marraige. a set back. even better. lets ONLY teach our kids that abstinace is the only thing out there. so when they do get preggo bcause no one taught them how to use a condom they have to have the kid at 12 because there is no abortion.
i know things are fucked up but we cant go back to sweeping everything we see as wrong in “jesus’s eyes” under the rug like it will never happen. we do need someone to say hey, its going to happen and we might as well deal with it in the most controlled and civilized manner then just ignore the problems.
like i always said, christians are the most closed minded, ignorant people i have ever met. plus they drive slow.

I am not saying you voting for mccain is wrong, i am saying look at all the issues here. maybe obama is a “black muslim” hell, i didnt even want to vote for him once. but then i have to ask myself, is a little unknown (faith) with an open mind worse then someone who relies on a religion for ALL the answers in a time when science has proven to us that there is more out there. if jesus were alive i dont think he would be a “pro life” “pro gun” party member, i think he would be an “everyone needs a fair chance cuz i will die for ALL sins” member. What the fuck is pro life and pro gun anyways.
after getting a glimpse at the rest of the world, i cant wait to get out. thats my ONLY motivation for trying to do so well in school, its to get out of this arrogant self centered fear driven country.
but i love you
meg